
Man’s heart away from nature becomes hard
Monks and holy guides of many different faiths agree that each person has their own “grace.” As Thomas Merton writes, “And each way is a grace, a special way is a special grace.”
On this earth there are pestilences and there are victims, and it’s up to us, as far as possible, not to join forces with the pestilences.
— Albert Camus, The Plague
I read The Plague when I was a junior at Notre Dame, in 1978. I’d been given an assignment to write a paper about the book but had confused deadlines, and I realized at about 6 p.m. one evening that the paper was due at 9 a.m. the next morning – and I hadn’t read a page, had no idea what it was about.
I knew I was going to be up all night – way past the closing hours for the campus library – so I needed to find the quietest place in a reliably raucous dormitory for reading and then writing. Every dorm at Notre Dame had a chapel, and every chapel had a confessional. So, at the risk of committing sacrilege, I closeted myself away in one – on the penitent’s side, at least – and in that place, for many hours, had a transcendent experience.
I cherish everything about the book but particularly the passage of which this quote is a part. It moved me close to tears – it still does. When I emerged from that small room at sunrise I had a far better sense of what I wanted to do with my life than I’d had when I entered it. My journey to follow took detours at times, but I arrived at the right place: as a prosecutor, joining forces with victims against the pestilences of violence. And by the end of it all – again quoting Camus – I’d found that “there is more to admire in people than there is to despise.”
Kevin Flynn
I am a writer and former prosecutor with the U.S. Department of Justice. I handled violent crime cases in Washington, D.C. for the better part of 35 years. I have published two books: “Relentless Pursuit” (2007), a non-fiction true crime work, and “Rock Creek (2024), a mystery thriller novel set in Washington, D.C. in 1952. I live in Great Falls, VA with my wife, and we have two children who are both lawyers in the public sector.
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